Hi sweety, so last night I dreamed about babies, I have only ever dreamed about boys but there was a girl this time, I don't know what it means if anything, but oh Ronnie it was so amazing to hear my baby cry and turn and pick him up and to look at him and even my little girl that was older, oh Ronnie it was so real, will it ever happen, I know you felt that. And hunny I could not be there for them but your sister and I are still trying and will never give up on them. You know I miss you so much, oh how I hope you never give up on me I love you me